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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Hey peeps!

Its been a really long time since i posted. My laptop has died... really died :( I want a laptop!!!

These few days, i have lots of mixed emotions, from friends, academic, cca, piano, even home. M

FRIENDS
Many say that friends are there to support you. I've experienced a broken friendship before. After that incident, i didn't accept other people as friends so quickly, always wary of if they have a motive to be around me. I was lucky and still is to be in ATP, you guys are a really great bunch of people and no words can express that. However, it seems like ever since we became Sec 3s and gone to different classes, everyone changed. Some turned out to be two-faced and all, but till the end, who's going to get hurt? You, not me. What's the point og going after those with authority and pretends to be close to those who seem 'popular and likeable' by others? Is it worth more than our friendship?

ACADEMIC
I dunno what's going on but i'm losing the strength to continue working hard. It seems like no matter how hard I try, the results are still like this. I dun understand chemistry. I sunno why. It seems so easy to the rest and the people around me are improving, except me. Did I make the wrong choice? Should I have just taken combined science? I feel so stupide and useless when I receive my papers. I'm scared, really scared...

CCA
I go for every single cca session, put in lots of hard work. Is it worth it?

PIANO
I practice really hard. Sometimes, I just feel like letting it go. It seems like how I do it, I can't get it. Its just so frustrating... But, what keeps me going, is the satisfaction I get when I get the notes, rhythm, beat and details correct. It is also the encouragemnet and the life lessons my teacher teaches me. Thank you so much.

HOME
I never thought this would happen to me but sometimes, I feel like running away from home. Sometimes after school, I don't feel like going back home. It seems like my brother gets 'protected' a lot. I just don't understand. When I was his age, I didn't have a elder sibling to help with my work 24/7. Why is it that he is entitled to all the help he can get from me? Why can't they understand that I need a break. Why can't they understand that I need my own space to breathe and think. I am not his slave, dictionary, reference book or answer key. I know what I'm doing but with them breathing down on me every minute, every second, I get very irritated. I know when I need to start studying, why do they need to remind every second they see me? I have studied like crazy during EOYs and throughout the year, don't I deserve a break?






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