Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Hey peeps! Its been a very very long time since I posted. Really long.
I don't know why but I've been feeling very tired these few days. Not just physically but emotionally, mentally too. Ever since intensive lessons ended, I've been slacking around and don't feel the need to start on my work. Well, actually I do but everytime I take my work out, I flip through and all my energy for work is gone. Just like that. I start to lose the feeling of wanting to work hard. I know that if I work really hard the next few years, my life will not be so tough. But, I just can't get my act together. My grades are slipping and are getting really bad. I really do want to do well. I want to show those people that abandon me, look down on me, that I can do well, be successful in life even without them. I somehow or rather lose that feeling whenever I look at my work. I know that I'm losing determination and all that but what can I do...
HELP!
But I really want to thank my friends for standing by me this year. Without you guys, I think I'll just give up on myself.
Thank You Jasmine! Thank You for being there for me whenever I need you. You always know how to cheer me up, make me look at thing from another perspective. I'm really sorry for ignoring you these few days, or giving you really short messages. I really don't know what's wrong with me these few days.
Thank You Gracious! Thank You for being that person that activates that crazy button in me. I really needed that. Thank You for being crazy over DBSK and Jaejoong with me, and for being yourself. I'm sorry if I've said anything wrong or did anything wrong. I'm sorry for calling you loser.
Thank You Theng Hiang! Thank You for being that math genius and for tolerating my craziness. Thank You for being there with me and coffee-ing with me. I'm sorry for being such a lousy partner.
Thank You Vivian! Thank You for making me laugh when I needed it. Thank You for being there to make me high. Thank You for being the crazy one that perks my life up. I'm sorry if I ever made you angry or insulted you.
Thank You Ruby! Thank You for being there with me. Thank You for being the "Chinese Tutor" to me. Thank You for tolerating me whenver I take your food. I'm sorry if I ever hurt you and sorry for taking you food.
Thank You Chun Hsin! Thank You for being yourself throughout this year. Thank You for being the smiley one. Thank You for your iTouch, letting us play Tap Tap, letting me watch Mirotic. I'm sorry for calling you stupid and stuff and yeah...
Thank You Yee Tin! Thank You for your wise brain and for being crazy over DBSK. Thank You for being yourself throughout the year. I'm sorry for whatever wrong I made towards you.
Thank You Ying Jia! Thank You for being yourseld, liking pink and milo and stuff. Thank You for being that "傻傻" one. I'm sorry if I ever hurt your feelings.
Thank You Wye Syn! Thank You for talking crap in Chinese lessons, bringing spice into our boring school life. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings and ignoring you and yeah...
THANK YOU ATP!
THANK YOU DBSK!
THANK YOU 五月天！
{/5:51 PM}
Au Revoir!.
